*sigh*

Very few men in this world can make me melt so much as to actually plot ways to meet them.  As a kid it was Jesse from Free Willy and the White Ranger, Tommy, from "Power Rangers".  As a preteen it was Aaron Carter, as a teenager in high school it varied from Gerard Butler (a strong preference) to....well, okay, it was pretty much just Gerard Butler.

And now, a young woman in the real world of hard knocks and war, I accidentally stumbled upon someone who is, perhaps, the most beautiful man I have ever seen in the most anthropological, spiritual, soulful way.....AFTER, of course, meeting "the twins" Tristan and Jake.  I don't know if Tristan counts as the most beautiful man in the world only because he obviously wins by genetic default and that just isn't fair.

Oh, Emmanuel Delcour, you make me want to learn French again just so I can hire you as a private chef for some party I'd throw together as an excuse to stumble and stutter my way through introductions!  I greatly admire who you are as a person, and not by career choice (the past is past, no?) but something that I see in your face when I scan through your photos.  I don't know if it's my romanticism or extraterrestrial genetics or something beyond even that, but something is grabbing my attention and I am getting that nagging feeling that one day we will cross paths.  It's very rare that I've had that feeling and been wrong.  But perhaps, since you are a famous reality celebrity in California and I am an otherwise unknown struggling former agent and college student.....peut-etre je trop pense.

*sigh*